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At work
Jan. 22nd, 2007 | 05:13 pm
mood: 
calm
So things are going a bit better. So long today I've only had a piece of white bread with some salad leafes and half a boiled egg on top. I hate that the bread is white, but there's really no alternative at the cafeteria. They don't even have salads.
Work is going slow today, I won't to finish so I can go and meet my friends. It's been quite some time since I saw them last. We used to work together at the student society, we were a group of 4 people, but now we don't spend as much time together. It's sad because I really like them.
This week-end I bingedon alcohol, but it wasn't as bad as usual. I only had like 9 gin and tonics and some vodka and beer. And of course I smoked a bit. And on the way home I had a hot dog, that was the sad part, I also ate som waffles on saturday morning. That sucked, but beside from that I've only been eating good things like steamed chicken and brocoli and salad and corn and stuff. I suppose my calorie intake must have been like 800 cals a day. That's quite a lot when you think about it, but I'm accepting it because I know it's helathier then not eating anything at all. I can eat quite a lot as long as it's healthy.
My dreams have been better also by the way. I no longer dream of strangeling, fighting my parents. I think some part of me are forgiving them for everything that's happened. That's good. It makes me happy to think I'm able to move forward.
Work is going slow today, I won't to finish so I can go and meet my friends. It's been quite some time since I saw them last. We used to work together at the student society, we were a group of 4 people, but now we don't spend as much time together. It's sad because I really like them.
This week-end I bingedon alcohol, but it wasn't as bad as usual. I only had like 9 gin and tonics and some vodka and beer. And of course I smoked a bit. And on the way home I had a hot dog, that was the sad part, I also ate som waffles on saturday morning. That sucked, but beside from that I've only been eating good things like steamed chicken and brocoli and salad and corn and stuff. I suppose my calorie intake must have been like 800 cals a day. That's quite a lot when you think about it, but I'm accepting it because I know it's helathier then not eating anything at all. I can eat quite a lot as long as it's healthy.
My dreams have been better also by the way. I no longer dream of strangeling, fighting my parents. I think some part of me are forgiving them for everything that's happened. That's good. It makes me happy to think I'm able to move forward.
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First post
Jan. 18th, 2007 | 06:13 pm
My first entry in my new journal. I decided I should be as frank as possible in this journal. Try to use it as therapy, writing down what I feel.
I'm at work, watching an almost empty library while my friend is doing her half of the copying. There's only one hour left at work and then I'll go meet my boyfriend. I look forward to that, we're propably going to see a movie.
Today has been good, I've had a small pear, a piece of white bread with half an egg on it and two glasses of milk. It could have been better. I should have had darker bread and not as much milk.
I'll peopably have to eat something at my boyfriend's, but I asked him to do a helathy meal and then I'll only have to eat the vegetables and they are of course safe :-)
I'm at work, watching an almost empty library while my friend is doing her half of the copying. There's only one hour left at work and then I'll go meet my boyfriend. I look forward to that, we're propably going to see a movie.
Today has been good, I've had a small pear, a piece of white bread with half an egg on it and two glasses of milk. It could have been better. I should have had darker bread and not as much milk.
I'll peopably have to eat something at my boyfriend's, but I asked him to do a helathy meal and then I'll only have to eat the vegetables and they are of course safe :-)